Just remember on the way home, that you don’t ever have to feel alone. Just stay on the run, get off the grid, hide yourself out like you know that I did.
I’m also obsessing over this new John Mayer song. Symbolically, it fits in with the current state of my life so well. Of course, being “off the grid” isn’t quite happening for me just yet, but I contemplate it often.
Most days I’m excited – about life, and all it currently has to offer. I don’t miss much about the way everything was even a few weeks ago – this is where I need to be right now.
But then there are days like today, when I wake up and remember how much being single sucks, and how just having someone to talk to at the end of the night is pretty worth the whole thing. But it’s not like I can miraculously have that all over again – and the idea of all of that work is kind of terrifying. It’s not even really that I miss him, but I miss comfortable.